unseen beauty

I find that some of the most beautiful things in the world are flawed. I can't put a finger on it but I find them better then a perfect creation. People can be made perfect in todays world and I'm happy to find a few beautifully imperfect people. I can't help the way I feel.

I see you for you. You may never see this unless i let you. People act differently around you because of your imperfections, I barely see them. I know you aren't defined by what you are but who you are. I'm blessed to know you. I can barely think of you without being happy. I dont know what to say sometimes, and I'm not one to be at a loss for words. You turned my world on it's side. I didn't plan on you changing me like this. I don't know what the future holds I just know I want you to be in it, even if its just as my best friend.

unknown realizations

I have been thinking about the future and it's frightening. I was talking to a friend of mine and he just graduated and he is working at minimum wage job. In a year and 6 months I will be graduating. I'm so excited, and yet scared out of my mind. I have taken out loans this year and I will be next year and soon after graduation all of us have to start paying them back. I'm scared mostly because i have heard that it's hard to get a job in my field. I want to be able to get a decent job and not be totally poor and have to live with my parents. I know that is what everyone wants but still. I'm sure everyone is feeling the same but I had to but it out there.