Late evenings and Bright mornings

I miss sleeping like a normal person. I'm awake at three am and I can't sleep because its day time in my world and my mind is running a thousand miles an hour. Once again my life is changing and I sometimes dont know what to do with my self. I can't help but think that I'm doing something wrong. I guess in order to get things off my chest I want to take time and write a few things here. I was told to list about the good things about myself and then make a list of the things I wanted to fix. I dont need to put this out there but I doubt anyone is reading this and I guess it will be a reality check if someone does. Here goes nothing

Good things:
I can cook like a beast
Baking is one of my strong suits
I love people
I mother my friends because I love them
I'm funny
I can take a joke
I have a good work ethic
I'm driven
I AM a great mixing engineer
I'm friendly and out going
I'm starting to be confident singer

Fixer up List:
I once was a confident person, I am not.
Looks: For me NOT to get a man
Music
Grades
new job
figuring out life after graduation
not babying my friends
thinking about things that are important and not blowing them off (mostly my family)

I'm sure these lists will grow and change. ugh new beginnings.

Erin